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Ich bin 20 Jahre alt. Vor einiger Zeit habe ich meine Leidenschaft für BDSM und Ageplay entdeckt. Dieses Tagebuch ist Teil eines Ageplay-Spiels indem ich eine junge Internatsschülerin bin, die von ihrem strengen Lehrer - Sir Kentwell - erzogen wird. Die Erziehung erfolgt über email, wobei ich die Strafen an mir selbst durchführe. Viel Spaß beim Lesen... Hinweis: Der Inhalt dieser Seite ist für Minderjährige nicht geeignet. Auch jemand, der an der Beschreibung von BDSM-Praktiken Anstoß nimmt, sollte die Seite wieder verlassen.

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Montag, 6. August 2007

Ageplay und Strafe

In diesem Aufsatz soll es um Strafen innerhalb eines Ageplays gehen.

Als erstes möchte ich loswerden, dass dies nichts mit der Erziehung realer Kinder zu tun hat. Ich selbst wurde gewaltfrei erzogen und bin dafür auch dankbar. Aber meine Eltern haben mir trotzdem Grenzen gesetzt, und alles mit mir ausdiskutiert, so dass ich den Sinn von Grenzen verstehen konnte. Viele Eltern die gewaltfrei erziehen, oder das zumindest für sich reklamieren, erziehen vor allem mit Liebesentzug als Strafe. Wie gesagt soweit ich mich erinnern kann, haben meine Eltern auch das nicht getan. Aber aus Beziehungen kenne ich das. Strafen in Beziehungen - ohne das dies jemand so nennt, ist eigentlich einen eigenen Aufsatz wert. Aber ich denke viele machen die Erfahrung, wenn die Verleibtheitsphase vorbei ist, reagieren viele Partner mit Rückzug oder Verlust an respektvollem Verhalten wenn der Partner nicht den eigenen Vorstellungen enspricht. Zumindest hab ich das oft erlebt.
Aber wie gesagt, mir geht es jetzt um das Thema Strafen in Ageplay-Spielen. Sicher als devote Masochistin geniesse ich viele Strafen auch sexuell. Aber für das Ageplay haben Strafen noch eine andere Bedeutung. Und gerade in diesen Spielen, sind mir auch Strafen wichtig, die nicht erotisch aufgeladen sind.
Das Ageplay könnte natürlich auch ohne Strafen auskommen. Einfach sich verhalten wie ein Kind und so behandelt und angesprochen werden.

Aber Strafen helfen mir, mich in die Rolle einzufügen.
Wäre ich selbst als Kind übers Knie gelegt worden oder hätte in der Ecke stehen müssen, (was ich beides nicht erlebt hab) würde ich sagen, das solche Strafen mich durch die Erinnerung in diesen Zustand versetzen. Aber wie gesagt es muss etwas anderes sein.


Ich denke, dass es vor allem das Erwachsenen-Ich ist, dass verhindert, dass ich mich in die Rolle voll einleben kann. (Und das ist es ja was ich mir wünsche - mich als Kind zu empfinden, so zu denken, wahrzunehmen und zu fühlen)
Und das ist recht hartnäckig. Aber Strafen und die damit verbundene Erniedrigung, Bevormundung, und auch Hilflosigkeit sind starke Trigger um den ersehnten Ageplayzustand zu erreichen. Zumindest bei mir.

Bestimmte Strafen begünstigen dies noch. Nämlich die, welche ich durch Filme, Geschichten, Erzählungen usw. mit Kindererziehung verbinde. (selbst wenn es mitteralterliche Erziehung ist) So würde zum Beispiel eine Auspeitschung mir wahrscheinlich gefallen, aber mir nicht helfen mich in DEN Zustand zu versetzen. Während 50mal den Satz: "Ich werde immer artig knicksen, wenn ich meinen Lehrer begrüße" schreiben zu müssen, mich sexuell kalt läßt, mich aber als abhängiges Kind fühlen läßt.
Trotzdem sind natürlich viele Strafen, über die ich ja auch berichte, schon sehr heftig, aber wie gesagt, es geht dabei nur um mich und nicht um die Erziehung realer Kinder.

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